THE STRANGER I LOVED

i met him on April 9th.
i still remember that day.
always refreshing in my mind.
he is the one,
that make me feel perfect.
today is December 19th
and i still with him
he is the one,
that cheer my day
hear all my sadness and happiness
every time i read his email
i feel his warmth.
as though he hugged me tightly
that moment, i feel very calm and peaceful
wish i'll always feel like that
when i dream of him,
i feel the happiness is mine.
we are far apart,
but my love towards you,
will never disappear

dear Jon,
this poem, i made it myself
specially dedicated for you.
love you always and forever baby

lots of love, icha <3

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sometimes life is kinda boring~

i have done everything in this age.
but sometime i did not found the joy.
because its boring.
i think i've done what i wish to do.
but i feel like im wasting my time.
and ask myself. 'why i'm do that stupid thing?'
now i'm realize
i've been fooled by my own self.
and still thinking what else i should do.
life is kinda boring!
i shouted in my heart.
with my pathetic face.
and was covered by this black sorrow
its all out of my blue
now im figure out
life was made by God
is not to make  us unhappy and bored
beside to make us continue our life with wisdom

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when the war was ended

Life is full of challenges 
Which people do face
Life comes and goes 
Just as the season changes
Life is all about time which 
Which wait for no one
Life is so beautiful
Which is not appreciated by all
Life is a market place
Where people sell and buy
Life is a journey
Where people travel pass
Life is up and down
Where people struggle
Life is all about you
Life life life life
Ever existing 

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detik penentu semakin tiba = dimanakah usaha yang telah ku bina?

hari silih berganti,
sedetik demi sedetik jam berdetik,
namun,
aku? dimanakah aku?
adakah aku sudah mara dihadapan?
dimanakah bumi yang telah ku pijak?
aku toleh kebelakang,
peperangan akan berlaku tidak lama lagi!
persiapan diriku, baju besiku, pedang-pedangku, kuda tungganganku,
semuanya sempurna?
aku masih tertanya di dalam dada.
hanya tinggal beberapa minggu lagi,
segala penentuan akan terjawab,

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new [d][r][e][a][m] to [r][e][a][c][h]

guess what? my new dream? 

i really wish i can reach that dream.

but maybe, one day. 

dream come true~<3<3

When I think success
I see it comes
When i dream success
I see it comes
When i touch success
It fates away
Success success
My hope

I'll find success
Embrace success
When i hold success
I'll keep it save
When I have success
I'll share it
Success success 
My world

I'll rule
Yes, I'll influence
Thought, Oh thought
My Success Success
I'll keep, 
I see 
Success a life
Success my hope
Success my world 

after i got my success, i wish to continue my education in UK one day..

why i choose UK?

I love the environment, the classic building, the people, the weather..

i love UK so much!!

but....

before that,,

i have never say die!

so, now elbow grease is the best polish!!

gardens are not made by sitting in the shade!!

ta-ta for now!!! 

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time we gather

memories of my childhood,

flood over my soul,

when I think of my grandma,

they make me feel whole,

gathering at her house,

with all the family there,

we made lots of memories,

for all of us to share,

lessons that she taught me,

guide me thru the day,

if I listened closely,

I cannot go astray,

love and commitment,

She drilled into me,

Making the person that I am,

Just who I want to be,

Grandma has many names,

Each one has their chosen,

But the names i want her called,

Starts with love,

For she is warm and not frozen.

icha <3 her grandma

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